Sunday, January 23, 2005

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

(its 6am in the morning and i have been awake till now , cant sleep as deep inside my mind theres something disturbing me ... going to rest now)

Sunday, January 02, 2005

The legend of speed

This is the latest one i am watching , alot pupil tot this is the old movie but guess what u are wrong its one of the new taiwan drama . Not bad if u know how to appriciate this show , its about racing and romance guess they must have spend alot of money on this show as there are alot of euro sports like porsche, BMW ..etc i am lazy with the story so i just provide some screenshot and the torrent , go get it (p.s i never say download) while theres still seed .

Torrent Link:

its abt 3000+MB 3GB + so it takes 1 1/2- 2 day for my cable speed to finish the dl , total 22 series


Sunday morning

My friend ask me to see this

maybe i should get one in the MO too $28 only!!!


Just reach home went to stef place as she invited us over for dinner heard shes now a official chief! HMMP... hahaha lucky didn have any food poisoning . Met cindy today as she is back for vocation for a week we talk too much and seems so much to talk yet feel so empty deep inside my heart as i dont know how to treat her ... like the past or ... guess i really dont know . Well nothing much between us anymore she is just one of my close friend and i am one of her close friend so i think i should just stop here and dont think too much .

For the dinner we had some weird combination of chinese cusine and XXX hmm i dont know much abt this but anyway to me its something nice , simple and i appriciate it .Love the "Xi kong chai" and "Fe losiphe" still feeling extreamly full now! Had to seriously admit this world is small , jolin inroduce us her new bf which had been together for 3 months and immidetely i find her bf exceptionally familar to me . He is Zonno one of my best mate during my days in Toni & Guy , we catch up with each other after the dinner and happens to find out that alot of changes to crews of tigi during the pass few years , Some have gone oversea to develop , some have left and unknown to us . Perherps during that stage of our life we really see tru alot and understand what we really want in life . Anyway just feel great to see him at the dinner !

Left her place at 2+ when i got home check my torrent and email ,was watching " Legend of speed" lately well will post pic asap now stop at EP.12 going to watch later on after i wake up in the morning if no plan maybe stay at home and watch .
Reply some message in friendster and found this again in my inbox

An invitation to join Ap-ti-tude Pte Ltd
Message: Hello Clement,

> I am Catherine, a Director in Ap-Ti-Tude Pte
> Ltd.
> >
> > Ap-Ti-Tude is a Singapore-incorporated
> > modelling and talent management agency.
> >
> > As the agency is currently recruiting fresh new
> > faces for the many high-profile assignments
> > upcoming in the following months, I am
> to
> > selectively recruit female, male and child
> >
> > I find you a suitable candidate and will like to
> have
> > you join us as a talent of Ap-Ti-Tude.
> >
> > Interested? Just drop me a reply.
> > Also free to entertain any queries that you
> > have.
> >
> > Regards
> > Catherine Lai
> > Business Development Director
> > Events And Operations
> > Ap-Ti-Tude Pte Ltd
> > O: (65) 6341 7886
> > M: (65) 9105 8907
> > E:
> > W:
> >
> > We provide models and talents for the
> > events and occasions:
> >
> > 1. Editorial and Advertising/Post
> > Ads/Magazines/Press Ads
> > 2. Catwalk/Fashion Shows/Hair Shows
> > Video Recording
> > 3. Television Commercials/Films/Theatre
> > Productions
> > 4. Commercial Photography
> > Bridal Photography
> > 5. Road Shows/ Exhibition Shows/ Product
> > Launch and Promotions
> > 6. Leaflet distribution/Event Ushers

ok thats it turning in now very tired ..

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Hitomi Wo Tojite (current theme song of my blog)

朝目覚める度に  君の抜け殻が  横に い  る

Asa Mezameru Tabi Ni Kimi No Nukegara Ga Yoko Ni Iru

ぬくもりを感じた    いつもの背中が   冷たい

Nukumori Wo Kanjita Itsumono Senaka Ga Tsumetai

苦笑いをやめて  重いカーテンを  開けよ う

Nigawarai Wo Yamete Omoi Ka-ten Wo Akeyou

眩しすぎる朝日    僕と毎日の   追いかけっこだ

Mabushisugiru Asahi Boku To Mainichi No Oikakekkoda

あの日 見せた泣き顔

Ano Hi Miseta Nakigao

な みだ照らす夕陽 肩のぬくもり

Namida Terasu Yuuhi Kata No Nukumori

消し去ろうと願  う度に

Keshisarou To Nagau Tabi Ni

心   が 体が 君を覚えている

Kokoro Ga Karada Ga Kimi Wo Oboeteiru

Your love forever

Your love forever

瞳をとじて 君を描くよ

Hitomi Wo Tojite Kimi Wo Egaku Yo

それだけで    いい

Soredakede Ii

たとえ季節が 僕の  心を     置き去りにしても

Tatoe Kisetsu Ga Boku No Kokoro Wo Okizari Ni Shitemo

いつかは君のこと  なにも感じなく なるのか な

Itsuka Wa Kimi No Koto Nani Mo Kanjinaku Naru No Kana

今の痛み抱いて    眠る方がまだ   いいかな

Ima No Itamidaite Nemuru Hou Ga Mada Ii Kana

あの日 見てた星空

Ano Hi Miteta Hoshizora

願 いか  けて 二人探した光は

Negai Kakete Futari Sagashita Hikari Wa


Matatakuma Ni Kieteku Noni

心   は 体は 君で輝いてる

Kokoro Wa Karada Wa Kimi De Kagayaiteru

I wish forever

I wish forever

瞳をとじて 君を描くよ

Hitomi Wo Tojite Kimi Wo Egakuyo

それしか出    来ない

Sore Shika Dekinai

たとえ世界が 僕を  残して    過ぎ去ろうとしても

Tatoe Sekai Ga Boku Wo Nokoshite Sugisarou Toshitemo

Your love forever

Your love forever

瞳をとじて 君を描くよ

Hitomi Wo Tojite Kimi Wo Egakuyo

それだけで    いい

Soredake De ii

たとえ季節が 僕を  残して    色を変えようとも

Tatoe Kisetsu Ga Boku Wo Nokoshite Iro Wo Kaeyou Tomo

記憶の中に 君を探すよ

Kioku No Naka Ni Kimi Wo Sagasuyo

それだけで    いい

Soredake De Ii

なくしたものを 越える 強さを

Nakushita Mono Wo Koeru Tsuyosa Wo


Kimi Ga Kureta Kara


Kimi Ga Kureta Kara

2005 is coming !

Cant believe its been so fast ! 2005 is coming and when i look back i am shock that its been 6 mths since i was enlisted!

So forget abt what had happen in the past and i have a wishlist for 2005 HA.HA.HA

This are the current one , might add more if i think of any :

1) MY very own room ! ( guess its fair enough to ask for one and i need one badly so i can have good night sleep everynight and think this will definitly benefit me in the long run !)

2) Maintain weight mass @ 60 kg ( currently 65 kg which i find abit too fat for me as i prefer to have a slender and fit build now abit meaty so need to work abit more on this lol)

3) Motorola E1000 ! ( althought i am not that crazy abt hp like some people out there but this is a 3G phone and it fit into my need )

4) Oakley Pro M flame with sweep lense ! ( due to my eye problem i cant stay under the sun for too long but i would love to in fact so whenever during my tour of duty or for whatever reason i need to stay in the sun , this M flame keeps my eye to a comfortable level and makes me look cool too wahahaha )

5) Oakley assualt boot ! ( this pair of boot is much better or what i am wearing with my NO.4 now somemore its nice looking too !)

6) NIKE VANDAL SUPREME HI PREMIUM ! ( think i dont suit air force 1 as i find myself not fat enough to look good with them , so this pair of sharp and slim alternative to the Air force 1 and i like its toe cap shape and tone of the overall design !)

7) Maybe someone special ? ( yeah i wish but maybe it wont happen again lets just see how )

To be continue!


Hiaz tomorrow need to go National Eye Centre to check my eye dont know whats wrong as at times i feel that its very itchy so my MO had refered me to NEC ... cant wear any contact lense for now sad coz i admit i had a pair of "nice eye" wahahaha ... My mum ask me how am i going for the check up as they need to dilate my pupils and i will experience blur vision after that for the whole day so she expect "someone" to accompany me there but guess i never tell her anything about that "someone" as she is no longer with me for so long that i dont even want to think abt , only the past makes me sad and weak , i believe in the future giving me hope , strength and confidence , i believe in myself if not who will believe in me? So ended up i say nope nobody will be accompany me for the checkup so she say she will go with me .

This morning wake up by zul call and he ask me what happen why i am not in camp and i look into the clock release that is already 8+... i knew i miss the life run and someone (maybe RSM) KPKB so i tell him i am going to report sick . Well sleep for a while more and i left home at 9+ and reach polyclinic at my place here during registeration guess who is there ? its my best buddy cum best upperstudy cum best gamer cum best lobo king cum best wayang king ...etc ITS MR LU BU! (Rick la) My reason for going polyclinic is because i wake up late and his ....? Rick:" i dont feel like going back ..." . LOL went to 3rd floor and waited damn long had a chat to catch up whats happening abt him as he posted out of 9 DIV ARTY to BMT then POP now at a signal unit plan to meet him for lunch but afraid i might go back to late to show mdm saras my MC so i left early .

So afternoon meet rihao watch kung fu think its quite a alright show rating as follow:

Lameness : 9/10 (OOTW Out Of This World)
Funniness : 8/10 (not as power as his past making)
CG effect : 8/10 (Creative , gd and realistic )
Story : 4/10 (bad)
Plot : 3/10 (seems nil)

Worth yr time and $6.50 ?
YES 9/10 (if u want to have a easy show to catch and enjoy the laugh)
NO 5/10 (if u try too hard to act serious and love to criti. pupils hardwork and dont know how to appricate another form of modern art.)

Went bowling after that at ECP had a very bad score of 109 , played 4 games went home after that .

Eating my dinner when i am writing this think should be the end .

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Time to cut down on smoking

hmm plan to kick away my habit of smoking , starting by cutting down on the quantity ... hope i can quit in 2 years time starting from now . For the sake for my complexion and health hahaha

Just got to know a young lady from friendster , ok time for dinner will update again if theres any need.

Wohoo just got my goods!

after the wait , just recieve my Air force 1 and Puma Sparco edition from!

FRESH from the box with lace on !

Not for racing but for walking lol


waited 14days and also every year during this time i will recieve a new watch without fail .. this year unfortunatly nobody give me one so i had brought myself one Flight master which i have wanted for long . Fit my hand nicely not too small unlike my previous series

FLIGHT MASTER man chronograph (measure flight speed,fuel,direction,KM travel...etc)

was quite bored recently so i plan to unleash the creativity in me , always wanted a pair of customise AF1 so i plan to customise my white AF1 into something else (no plan yet) will start doing it when i have the right resources


Drama craze

Cant remember anything special happen to me recently and nothing that happening happen to me too . This year was the first time i experience lonely christmas .. hiaz what i did on christmas? Watching feng yun 2 errm .. dont be shock i know this show not yet show in singapore and doesnt mean its not showing here i cant watch . VCD ? SCV ? wrong wrong wrong i got it from BT thanks to BT but sad news is starting from 1/1/2005 they stop pupil from downloading from the net anymore so while there is still time go ahead and download to yr songness .

I finish FY2 yesterday 271204 vol1 as i cant find vol2 which is from EP.26 onwards till ending . Its a gd show better then the series 1 "feng yun zi xiong ba tian xia" so for those who like feng yun series and those drama series this is the one for u after "my date with vampire 3" as i find it better then vampire 3 in terms of storyline and CG effect


Here are some pic for more information regarding FY2 pls refer to

Vol 1 i am looking for vol 2 ..

My favourite :D Di Er Meng !

Sitex 2004

Back track abit and sorry for the dead blog its not dead yet lol ... recently had a damn pc crash and had to reformat my whole HDD end up with nothing but a reborn PC and that is why i forget abt this thing here . Ok so i will just do some random update abit might miss out some but just do whatever i can ...

OK sitex 2004 , maybe the last IT show i went before the end of 2004.

Remember called rihao the day before and the next day he said he went there early to meet his friend and so i join him at abt later afternoon when i reach there its like a battleground with so many pupil and its really crowded !
This baboo straight away head to the razor corner where theres this challange if u beat the champion in quake u walk away with 1k so he intend to try well waited for his turn took freaking long so went to walk ard to see any things fancy me . After first round of inspection and roughly its time for his competition so went back to razor and watch how gd he is LOL ... Ok after that i try to find the nokia booth as i heard from my source that theres this ngage qd offer at $315 and i am looking for 1 at that moment so finally its a small booth but we manage to find one so i brought my Ngage QD orange at $315 + a 128MB MMC $25 + bluetooth dongle $35 only which i think is a bargain as from what i know its been selling at $350 + outside so my this little investment shall be my personal entertainment(Games , MP3 , Movie , Video clips , MTV and the best part symbian os!) in camp WOHOO!

the next day went to sim lim and brought a Bluetooth headset for my QD from ah soon .

OK nowsaday theres a popular quote known as " NPNT" meaning No Picture No Talk(oh yes originally from EDWM) . I will try to provide pic in the future to support and statement and to provide visual statisfaction for the curiousity nut out there .


ok pocket one big hole now so sad ...and yet happy

Monday, November 01, 2004

011104(late night) hiaz guess its not going to be a fine month for me

Just finish watching "my date with vampire 3" china version , they have up till ep.9 already it was translated to china "chinese" so it sounds very funny , its will be a very good show to keep my BT ABC busy downloading for the next few weeks and keep my curiosity at "prime" .

Guess what one of my clark (Cindy Huang) today check email and told me that i am going back for my combat recourse on 06012005 !!! OMG i was like so shock when i hear this piece of news ... that means no booking out everyday , no canteen food , no more surfing net and post junk here ... etc hiaz still not yet which Unit i will be posted to but maybe hope for a unit whereby they use SAR-21 as i dont want to strip my M16A2 and clean the hell out of it everytime after chiong sua as SAR-21 are easier to maintain and ....(it looks cool :( ) . Gonna miss 9 div ARTY (my current unit) soon .

Never call my laling neither did she call me as she is having her exam rite now and really started to miss her but dont want to disturb her . Hope she gets the result she wanted and all i can do here is to pray for the best for her .

Thats all for today going to sleep real soon , hope tomorrow will be a fine day ... arrg... COS is me again for this week! Hate conducting first/last parade in front of so many people , reading out ( RO ) rountine order and check all the stuff !

011104 A new start for a new month hope everything will be fine

News of 291004 to share >

The New Paper checks out animal farm and alerts AVA who finds two Filipino maids and 600 animals
100 dogs living in urine and filth

By Teh Jen Lee
Pictures/ SIM CHI YIN

THE conditions at the animal farm were so bad that even veteran officers from the Agri-Food and Veterinary Authority (AVA) were stunned.

Out of the 106 dogs found, fewer than 10 were roaming freely when 10 AVA officers inspected the farm yesterday.

There were dozens of dogs in dirty cages or flimsy metal pens.

Many were walking on faeces and urine.

A golden retriever was in a cage so small it could hardly turn around.

One dog was in such a poor condition that it had to be taken immediately to AVA's vet.

It was bald, bony and could only move around slowly.

600 assorted animals on farm

When it crept behind a fridge in the kitchen, AVA officers thought it had died.

It will probably be put down.

The dogs were found on a Lim Chu Kang farm inspected by AVA yesterday afternoon.

They were among almost 600 assorted animals left in the care of two Filipino maids while the farm owner was away. (See other report.)

Mr K Madhavan, head of AVA's centre for animal welfare and control, has been with AVA for 37 years.

In all that time, he has not seen such bad breeding conditions for dogs.

'I've not seen something like this, not on this scale. Usually there are only 10 to 20 dogs in poor condition,' he said.

The dogs should have been in proper kennels that allow for excrement to flow out.

Instead, many of them were stepping on newspapers that reeked of urine.

Flies were everywhere and the ground was littered with faeces.

There was an overpowering stench in the building as it was poorly ventilated.

Even the fans blowing non-stop in the rooms were of no use.

Mr Madhavan said it is important for the animals to be able to run around and get sunlight.

He added that the cage size was unsatisfactory for bigger dogs like the retriever.

As for the smaller dogs, there were at least two in each cage.

They constantly snapped at each other and barked incessantly.

Poodles' eyes glued shut from dried pus

I was nipped in the elbow by one hyperactive and aggressive dog when I first entered the building.

Two poodles had infected eyes that were almost glued shut from the dried pus.

AVA spokesman Goh Shih Yong said the 2ha farm, roughly the size of two football fields, is called Indah Fauna.

The farm is licensed under Mr Lawrence Kuah Kok Choon to breed birds, but not dogs.

The last time AVA inspected the farm for bird-breeding was on Aug 27 this year.

At the time, only three puppies were known to be on the farm and they were Mr Kuah's pets, said Mr Goh.

Mr Kuah has past convictions for importing animals without permit and possession of endangered animals. (See report below.)

In February, he received in-principle approval from AVA to breed dogs, subject to submission of plans for dog kennels.

He did not send in a further application after that.

The farm started breeding birds in 1994, but AVA is investigating whether Mr Kuah has permits for all the species found yesterday.

There were about 250 birds of more than 25 species in all.

Endangered bird species

Among them were 44 birds of four species listed in Appendix I of the Convention on International Trade in Endangered Species of Wild Fauna and Flora (Cites).

These were Black Palm Cockatoos, Bali Mynahs, Great Indian Hornbills and Moluccan Cockatoos.

Appendix I species are the most endangered among Cites-listed animals.

International trade in these species is generally banned under Cites, signed by 166 countries including Singapore.

The other birds were Appendix II species, which means they may die out too unless trade is closely controlled.

Export permits or re-export certificates are required for these.

The farm had various parrots, cockatoos, crown cranes, a Rhinoceros Hornbill, a Green Peafowl, and a Collard Falconet, a bird of prey.

There was also a leopard cat, three skinks (a kind of lizard), three crocodile lizards and two softshell turtles.

In another building on the farm were cages containing 16 rabbits and over 200 ornamental chickens.

Mr Goh said: 'When Mr Kuah returns, he will be called up for investigation. In the meantime, AVA will track down documents for where the birds come from.'

CJ called him 'smuggler'

HE was called 'an international smuggler of birds of endangered species' by Chief Justice Yong Pung How.

This was in November 2000 when Mr Lawrence Kuah Kok Choon was slapped with the maximum penalty for having two Lear's Macaws that had been imported without a permit.

These birds are among the rarest parrots in the world - only about 130 are thought to exist in the wild.

He contested the charges for over three years, during which AVA officers had to appear in court countless times.

But finally, Mr Kuah was jailed a year and fined $10,000.

It was the second time he had been found with Lear's Macaws.

The birds were in zipped-up sports-bags in Mr Kuah's home cupboard and had to be flown back to Brazil in Business Class after getting better at the Jurong BirdPark.

Mr Kuah was first convicted of animal smuggling at the age of 20 in 1994.

He was caught for the unauthorised import of six exotic parrots in Perth, Australia, and fined A$10,500 He was also fined A$600 for giving a false statement.

Then in 1996, he was fined $3,200 for trying to smuggle three birds and a squirrel into Singapore.

A year later, he was fined $6,300 for illegal possession and import of two gibbons.


These highly endangered monkeys were cramped into two tiny cages and surrounded by their own faeces, said past reports.

When he was on trial in 1997, a vet testified that two cockatoos belonging to Mr Kuah died of kidney failure from dehydration and starvation, a month after they were confiscated by the authorities.

Then in 1999, Mr Kuah was caught and fined $10,000 for trying to use a forged permit to get two Lear's Macaws released from a Paris customs compound.

# Animal abuse is punishable by up to one year's jail and a fine of up to $10,000.

After reading this , i was damn piss off this basterd look what he had done to all his animals , c'mon this pets are innocent and they dont deserve this kind of treatment!He should serve a longer jail duration not just 1 year only .


Well i am in camp now , COS for this whole week , its lunch time now and nobody is ard so using I-net in the ops room to surf some site to kill my bloody time here! suppose to go khatib but driver is on MC so got vehicle but no driver so never go in the end .Starting of a new month huh , just hope everything is fine and goes smoothly .

Sunday, October 31, 2004

311004 Slacking day

Nothing to do at home so take out my leica and snap my bunnies!

Pets are already becoming part of my lifestyle , i am a guy who love pets esp fishes, dogs , bunnies...etc . Some might already know that i used to own a pet shop at elias mall before i am enlisted into the army . It was a sad decision to give up my business as at that time everything had just started to ripe result and i have to say gd bye to all the hardwork.I started everything with passion and effort however i plan to make a comeback soon after i had settle down all the things and plans in my mind and i told myself this time i am going to make it even more big and successful after my past experience in this line of business .

Ok here come some of the details abt my bunnies , they belongs to Netherland Drawf breed ... So whats so special abt this breed?

*Short Ear
*Round and squarish face(unlike local breed which is long and skinny)
*Fluffy fur
*Maximum size is smallest amoung other breed
*they dont produce so much waste as compare to other breed

currently this 2 monster are 4-5 mths old and they are hyper active , when i first brought them home i was decieve by their humble and innocent looks ... which turns out to be 2 little monster . They love to be massage by me as usually they will hop onto my legs and sit there waiting for me to gentle massage their back . My mums and sis favourite were Kapomi(Cotton wool in hokkien)as she is moremore gentle then Chau Ta(Roosted,blackish,over cook in hookian) , everytime she saw my mum she will lie flat on the floor and wait for people to touch her forehead and then slowly fall asleep

Chau Ta is a chestnut chinchila colour Netherland Drawf , this little monster which appears to be less popular as compare to Kapomi as i personally think he dont look that cute with his chestnut coat of fur , but he appear to be one of my favourite cause i think if nobody is going to like him then he will be quite sad and lonely wahaha. Chau Ta also happens that prefer me to play with him strange? cause usually when my mum they all come near him he will run away very fast

Here are some pics taken enjoy!

Other nice and exotic breeds of bunnies that does not own by me

ok thats all think i shall go watch the "my date with a vampire 3" EP.3 onwards ...